Tuesday, May 29, 2012

my feelings for you

Well as we all know, sometimes words are expressed better on paper than aloud,,yup right now i have lots of things to say reguarding how i feel about my sweety B. Hughes!!!

We have been in a relationship since august 11, 2011 and to say that's not that long too having been to fall 4 sum one i sure did... Not saying that U r 2 good to be liking me,,,I just never imagined myself with any boy like u...meaning your swagger,,attitude,,occupation,,,heart,,,respect towards me and others... When im n the same presence with u,,i become weak,,shy,,and i get froze...when im away i b having so much to tell u and think about loving u n many different "positive ways"...
Ok you know how whenever a relationship fail,,,,the two get to exposing and saying how much they hate each other,,it wasn't real 4rm the get go.. yeah thats not the kind of person i am...if things didn't work out,,i would be highly sad..(not upset)if something isnt meant to be neither of us would know because, who know what the future would have held??? you know, I cant make u love me or be with me...thats not how real love work!!!

Right now im telling u how i feel honestly,,and no matter if u feel the same way, im just being real..if u was to leave me 2day or tomorrow,,i wouldn't regret a second that i had spent with u 4 real...Being with u to me feels like a privelege that i know i deserve....:)

You do tell me 4rm time 2 time how u feel about me but only u n god above us know the truth!!! personally i think we should start showing each other how much we care instead of saying it...like exchanging gifts ever now and then,,,hanging out n public to show and prove that what we have is true




Marriage doesn't prove how much a person loves one another,,,,the truth inside of their heart does..just because u have good convo,,,intimacy,,,time,,etc..dnt mean u in love....Most of them barely last a good 6 months 4rm my observation...To me,, if u love some one u would do just about anything for them with no hesitation..if ands or buts about it....



I know we are young but its true that u cant help who u love n i think im near to being n that particular mind frame.. we have good conversation,,,the chemistry is there,,,,humor...etc... I cant even listen to a slow r&b song without getting alittle emotional about what we have...

Making a long story short,,,im really into you boo...i think about you 24/7 literally no lie...i dont plan on leaving u ever..i want this long term...through thick and thin i want u to be by my side...

I dont know everything that flow through your head,,,wish i could know the truth with mindful proof....


i have much love for you B keith Hughes.....This is some of how i feel about u baby boy....love u mwah...tear



until then im here with u love...



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