Missing my daddy Melvin James beecham like crazii Mann ... :(.. wats going on brig. Trying to better myself as a young woman. Imma make him prouder one day tho. Could've never imagined life w/o u dude. I wonder if ur ever in my presence when I feel some kinda weird way. Idk but I'm adjusting tho...ima do this fa' u n Momo Gertrude!!! Love y'all n ttyl

Every dream might not come true; but i count my blessings every step of the way recieving them!!

Well, one of my prayers have been answer!! My love is going to b free in a few hours. Lord knows i miss him being on my side very much. I pray that he gets his life together for the better b4 he decides he want to bring another life into this world. We have many plans for our future. Without my dad to be here in my life physically to tell me right from wrong & tell and show me everythings gone be ok, ill be looking forward to him being there for me in this immediate time of need in my life!!! R.i.p. Ham Bone, I LOVE YOU DADDY!!! YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT R.I.P. MOMO GERT AND THE REST OF THE FAM; YALL ARE BEING MISSED BY MANY LOVES!!!

life aint the same nomore

Not going to say much tonight but how much i miss my daddy "melvin James beecham"!!! R.i.p. man & my fiancè " Byron keith Hughes"! I miss u too bae,, cant wait til u come home sweety. I got u n my prayers and hopefully me and t sandra come and visit u on da 10th. Happy early b-day love!

life goes on but its not that easy leaving the past behind.

At the room with my fam getting a piece of mind from all of my dads memories. He is very well missed. Funeral is next week at living faith(dream center) off of winbourne ave. Boy ill tell u, this death wont b a piece of cake getting over. I miss my daddy ham soo much man!! Just thinking bout' all of the things he gone miss out on. Grandkids, graduation, careers, etc... i promise ill never let him or momo gert down for nothing. Im gonna do wat they wanted me to do and thats b successful and look after my fam. No problemo, im here!! Love yall and may god have mercy on ur souls babies!!! Ttyl hunnies!!! :) :(

gone but never will u b forgotten

Well its been a wonderful journey and its time i say goodbye to another angel of mine. Daddy, u will always b a part of me forever man, no one seen this day coming but like we all know we all have to b strong for eachother like u'd want. You were my heart! I just wish i could have said goodbye dudude .Po' man, i know u wasnt ready to leave us but im thankful that u now have not to suffer baby!! Ima keep my head up for u and graduate for u, momo and my loved ones. Now u and her can reunite. Lol i still remem er how yall used to talk about each other too. Tell my paw paw i said hi too. Farewell big bone, ima live and dedicate my all on behalf of u love!!! Rip daddy Du- aug 19, 1975 Omega- feb 18, 2013 I love u dud

tired, blessed,etc...

Gm! No skool for me today. I was thinking bout going but eventually i over slept anyways. Now i have to make up my physics test and that following tuesday i have a world history test to take. Lord knows tht i cant wait til i graduate. I will b soo happy. There is no doubt in my mind tht im not this coming may. Plz lord bless me in ur favor for skool. Im a good person with a loving heart. After i graduate, i think tht ill b alittle worry free. Cant wait for march to c my fiance!!! Im prayinh tht everything goes well. In may we'll b able to spend more quality time together too. Omg i cant wait!!! Sooo exited to c all of my loved ones there but unfortunantly, me and my bff will b graduating on da same day. Smh lol but we still gone celebrate big time afterwards ya digg!!! Toodles #maymay dollo

different day needing a pay!!

School, School, and more SKOOL!!! (UGH) Right now im n 5th hr. Financial math. The subject isnt hard, basically preparing us for future money Management and budgeting. Im not trippn' hard about it cause all we ever do is packets every week. Thats y i come monday to get my work and go home @ 11 t for the rest of the week til monday comes back again. Im impatiently waiting on may, so i can graduate and start off my career planing and more. I dont like skool but i wanna b sucsssful so i do watever i can to accomplish my needs to move further in life!! :) Ttyl #may may dollo

alittle stressed but can't complain cause im blessed!!

HELLO BLOG!! I would like to take this time to thank the lord for blessing us all with the blessing of life!! Im very thankful with my lot in life!! Right now, im preparing to write my fiance Byron! I just finished reading his last letter and everytime i do, I blush the whole time reading it. We have been thru alot together, and if it came down to it, I would elope with him. I hate with a passion how people try to judge us, especially wen they don't know the half of wat we go thru!! Yes we are young, but just like alot of older adults, we know how to make wise decisions!! I c all the time how young and old couples "claim" how much they're in love with eachother and it doesnt work out. Now dont get me wrong, i really love to c people happy and i never doubt their love b/c i dont know how they truly feel about eachother in their hearts. Sometimes, after a while, it gets obvious how much they are slowly but surely breaking apart. Its different with me n byron. Were starting to understand one another more and more everyday. I love him soo much and pray to god everynight that our relationship b blessed in his holy name! I want to b with him no matta wat.

i just want to be sucessful!!

Why is is that everybody wants to judge me by my skin Aint nobody perfect lovers, friends nor kin I used to love ur precense but that was way back then Sometimes I felt like, man ion want this to never end But it aint my fault that views changed and the way i love u aint the same U tried to play me but im thru,wont never let this happen again love life is the best and wats worst are the hatters lookn down on my heart, little do they know its just a favor Tryna make me mad, but little do u know its motivation lookn for ya girl na, im gone, so is my location All i ever asked for was to be happy to take care of all the needy, yea my 1st dream but not lastly U can look me n da eyes and tell a lie but will i cry Yes, but i just brush my shoulders then politely walk by!!! I lost alot of loved ones, my exxageration made it seem like plenty miss them all dearly, lost wen they used to hold me jently!! The wait is almost over, i know its almost my turn & to my past life "f*** you", im willing to let u burn

wifey material

Omg!!! Well i guess im kind of engaged!! Yahh. My love of 1 year and 4 months thinks that its time that we tie the knot. We really love each other and its not just puppy love. The chemistry is there and aint no doubt that we care less for each other. Im 19(12-8-1993) and hes 20(03-10-92)!! Man thts my homey, lover and friend. I know everything in our lives arent perfect but we are blessed, kinda too blessed to be stressed. Hopefully our lives take off this year, and mostly after i graduate high school in may!! I love him sooo much man.. i really hope my instincts of us are right and were meant to be cuz i see myself with no one else now at all!!! #mr. And mrs. Hughes