Passionately an emotional wreck willingly

Dec 8,2016!! Hello blog, it's definitely been a while. Life has been like a gold trophy playing tug of war on top of Mount Everest. What I mean by that is life was great for me months ago until I've reached a collateral set back these past few months. I'm a very blessed individual but sometimes I can lose alittle faith in everything and everyone. I lost my grandmother way back In 09' & my daddy in 13' & that's something that most people never get over . Pause this for a minute, I'll be back.

Long Time Coming

Hello blog, its been awhile since ive been on here! Ive been having Alot going on in my life lately! Some good some bad some ugly. Im appre Ciating everythinh more and more everyday! I see how someone elses struggles are worser than my own. I cant talk long but i have alot more to talk about. I pray That everyone be safe and blessed tonight!! Gn #Maymaydollo

Missing my daddy Melvin James beecham like crazii Mann ... :(.. wats going on brig. Trying to better myself as a young woman. Imma make him prouder one day tho. Could've never imagined life w/o u dude. I wonder if ur ever in my presence when I feel some kinda weird way. Idk but I'm adjusting tho...ima do this fa' u n Momo Gertrude!!! Love y'all n ttyl

Every dream might not come true; but i count my blessings every step of the way recieving them!!

Well, one of my prayers have been answer!! My love is going to b free in a few hours. Lord knows i miss him being on my side very much. I pray that he gets his life together for the better b4 he decides he want to bring another life into this world. We have many plans for our future. Without my dad to be here in my life physically to tell me right from wrong & tell and show me everythings gone be ok, ill be looking forward to him being there for me in this immediate time of need in my life!!! R.i.p. Ham Bone, I LOVE YOU DADDY!!! YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT R.I.P. MOMO GERT AND THE REST OF THE FAM; YALL ARE BEING MISSED BY MANY LOVES!!!

life aint the same nomore

Not going to say much tonight but how much i miss my daddy "melvin James beecham"!!! R.i.p. man & my fiancè " Byron keith Hughes"! I miss u too bae,, cant wait til u come home sweety. I got u n my prayers and hopefully me and t sandra come and visit u on da 10th. Happy early b-day love!

life goes on but its not that easy leaving the past behind.

At the room with my fam getting a piece of mind from all of my dads memories. He is very well missed. Funeral is next week at living faith(dream center) off of winbourne ave. Boy ill tell u, this death wont b a piece of cake getting over. I miss my daddy ham soo much man!! Just thinking bout' all of the things he gone miss out on. Grandkids, graduation, careers, etc... i promise ill never let him or momo gert down for nothing. Im gonna do wat they wanted me to do and thats b successful and look after my fam. No problemo, im here!! Love yall and may god have mercy on ur souls babies!!! Ttyl hunnies!!! :) :(

gone but never will u b forgotten

Well its been a wonderful journey and its time i say goodbye to another angel of mine. Daddy, u will always b a part of me forever man, no one seen this day coming but like we all know we all have to b strong for eachother like u'd want. You were my heart! I just wish i could have said goodbye dudude .Po' man, i know u wasnt ready to leave us but im thankful that u now have not to suffer baby!! Ima keep my head up for u and graduate for u, momo and my loved ones. Now u and her can reunite. Lol i still remem er how yall used to talk about each other too. Tell my paw paw i said hi too. Farewell big bone, ima live and dedicate my all on behalf of u love!!! Rip daddy Du- aug 19, 1975 Omega- feb 18, 2013 I love u dud